Put down the brownie...

...and back away slowly.

I am having such a battle with food these days. I just want to devour everything in sight. I know I shouldn't. I eat even after I am full. When I was having lunch yesterday, I was eating and I got full, and I told myself I should stop. I told myself that I was full and I looked down and I still had some food, and I just... ate it anyway.
I have serious food issues.

Speaking of food, it is about time I start my grocery list. It is the end of the month. I really need to make some meal plans and stick to them, but it is so hard with as busy as we stay.
Excuses excuses, I know. I hear them as they are coming out of my mouth, but I just cannot... or will not change things. I want to, I just never stick to it. :(

So for this shopping trip- no soda. No snack cakes (that I like) and no brownies.

I am trying to get off the soda again. I just bought a huge bottle of no doze to handle the caffeine withdrawals. Those that say caffeine has no withdrawal effects have certainly never gotten a migraine when trying to come off it.

Oh look, peaches are on sale at Kroger.

All time high meets all time low

Ouch. I spent too much time at my Mom's house this week. All time high. Will be updating ticker to reflect this new all time high.
I never thought I would see this number when I am not pregnant. I am already depressed lately and this is not helping.
Of course, eating like this is a nasty spiral. I am feeling bad or upset and I eat. And then a few weeks later it shows on the scale and I get depressed so I eat more.
I have got to get a handle on my weight. I know I always say it and never do anything about it. But I have to, for my health.

SIGH. I guess I will write more later.

Damn bumpy roads

It is a long fall from that damn wagon. I am still alive. Working my Scentsy business and homeschooling and all that banana. Update soon!

Fell off the Wagon

The blogger wagon that is.

I am doing OKAY on the food front. I have not lost any more, and I might have gained a pound. I went to Scentsy Convention and ate a lot of junk, but I am getting back into the flow of it all. If I can get back into the gym flow it would be even better.

We did have a good trip. I learned a lot about how to grow my Scentsy business, and I am armed and ready to improve everything.

No more excuses. For anything.