Back on the Wagon

To say I fell off the wagon would be wrong- but it is the only way I can put it. During my time at my mom's house, I was a little more relaxed on what I eat as far as Nutrisystem food goes, but I always tried to make it reasonable- like having a sushi roll for dinner, or a meal comparable in calories.

My downfall, however, was drinking. I had a few drinks a few nights with a friend. My weight spiked a little, but I think I can get it down with a lot of water lol.

I jumped back on my nutrisystem food today, after having a small binge last night. My grandmother is back in ICU and it does not look good. They are starting the funeral planning. Her lungs are completely white on xray and shes on oxygen and morphine. Her O2 stats will not go about about 40%. I needed food. It is my only source of comfort these days. :(

Back on it! Back to working out this week too. Cannot let all my hard earned progress slip away. I can smell 200.

Damn bumpy roads

It is a long fall from that damn wagon. I am still alive. Working my Scentsy business and homeschooling and all that banana. Update soon!